Fluffyboii
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I reached the peak of my mental capability few years ago. I was doing great at first year of college but as soon as mathematical topics started piling up I started being unable to understand the way of how things work and had to memorize most of the stuff for being able to keep going. But I run out of memory at some point and I started forgetting stuff from the back like a short tape loop. Because I need to keep building on concepts I learn even though past topics are keep being forgotten, the effort I need to put into classes get to a point of being impossible and fruitless.
For example I can remember the gain of CS amplifier with source resistance or without source resistance because it is recently learned. But I always struggled with writing KVL and KCL equations and having the voltage controlled current source of the mosfet small signal model and body effect and ro makes it even harder for me to write a equation with my logic without memorizing. I keep trying to memorize and forgetting and the things I remember are not aligning with what I found myself so I always have to make a %50 bet on which one is right and for some reason it is always not the one I pick. Every source, book solves the questions slightly different and one thing have multiple right and wrong ways to solve it. With the approximations that are going on analog questions answers aren't always what I expect. When things like frequency response adds into topics and capacitors and Miller approximation are involved I just can not progress. The explanation makes sense but applications doesn't for me.
Even if I put hours into calculating stuff according to book correctly, simulations doesn't give me the expected results because there are too many imperfections in place that rigorous calculation becomes meaningless. Op Amps are near perfect and mostly predictable but BJT and Mosfet is just to much for me to understand and design circuits with outside of the textbook examples.
I wanna know how very knowledgeable people here overcome the complexity of these types of electronic circuits. Currently it is hard for me to even understand when I see the answer, can't even think about solving some kind of questions. I boil with hatred while watching my GPA to continuously drop since I keep getting C, B- grades from these EE courses with unrealistic expectations. I accepted the reality of the situation and started playing on passing the classes instead of performing good at them like most people do but one of my electronics teachers have high expectations of me and I don't want to let him down but I am also unable to not do so. The fact that I created the impression of being the electronics guy that builds weird stuff with electronics components put me in this situation. I mean I like painting model planes but that doesn't make me a plane specialist. Same with electronics, I can solder precisely and have some intuition of how stuff works but I can not make rigorous proofs of why they do so. It is like looking at a programming language I don't know like Verilog and somewhat understanding what does what but I can not write a code because I don't exactly know the rules to do so. In a sense I am useless as an engineer. I never wanted to be one but there was/is no other choice.
I just add the first lab report of Analog circuit design that almost caused me to go insane in the progress. The fact that getting 10 gain from a single stage mosfet amplifier being impossible without having a ridiculous high Rd and driving the mosfet into cut off region instead of saturation is something else.
For example I can remember the gain of CS amplifier with source resistance or without source resistance because it is recently learned. But I always struggled with writing KVL and KCL equations and having the voltage controlled current source of the mosfet small signal model and body effect and ro makes it even harder for me to write a equation with my logic without memorizing. I keep trying to memorize and forgetting and the things I remember are not aligning with what I found myself so I always have to make a %50 bet on which one is right and for some reason it is always not the one I pick. Every source, book solves the questions slightly different and one thing have multiple right and wrong ways to solve it. With the approximations that are going on analog questions answers aren't always what I expect. When things like frequency response adds into topics and capacitors and Miller approximation are involved I just can not progress. The explanation makes sense but applications doesn't for me.
Even if I put hours into calculating stuff according to book correctly, simulations doesn't give me the expected results because there are too many imperfections in place that rigorous calculation becomes meaningless. Op Amps are near perfect and mostly predictable but BJT and Mosfet is just to much for me to understand and design circuits with outside of the textbook examples.
I wanna know how very knowledgeable people here overcome the complexity of these types of electronic circuits. Currently it is hard for me to even understand when I see the answer, can't even think about solving some kind of questions. I boil with hatred while watching my GPA to continuously drop since I keep getting C, B- grades from these EE courses with unrealistic expectations. I accepted the reality of the situation and started playing on passing the classes instead of performing good at them like most people do but one of my electronics teachers have high expectations of me and I don't want to let him down but I am also unable to not do so. The fact that I created the impression of being the electronics guy that builds weird stuff with electronics components put me in this situation. I mean I like painting model planes but that doesn't make me a plane specialist. Same with electronics, I can solder precisely and have some intuition of how stuff works but I can not make rigorous proofs of why they do so. It is like looking at a programming language I don't know like Verilog and somewhat understanding what does what but I can not write a code because I don't exactly know the rules to do so. In a sense I am useless as an engineer. I never wanted to be one but there was/is no other choice.
I just add the first lab report of Analog circuit design that almost caused me to go insane in the progress. The fact that getting 10 gain from a single stage mosfet amplifier being impossible without having a ridiculous high Rd and driving the mosfet into cut off region instead of saturation is something else.