JonSea I am assuming a certain individual ( not naming names) That really gets your goat!!
We are not equal in the technical sense... Some folk cannot, no matter how they try, absorb information... I have watched you until you are red with rage............................. Nothing!!
Here come's the thing.. Why beat yourself up about it...
I had an Indian gentleman that I wanted to educate.... We all knew how that went... I persevered for quite some time, I got PM after PM from senior members telling me not to pursue the matter, to let it go. But honestly I wasn't thinking of the troubled Indian gentleman... I just see a really good topic and thousands of "views"... This told me that hundreds of others were learning from this..... The language barrier on my crusade was an issue... You don't have a language barrier, but consider it as the same.... Try not to think of it as spoon feeding, think of it as personal achievement... I think your posts are extremely useful to others... I wish you would copy and paste some of your posts and make a cracking article for all to see..
I really value everyone's input... You just need to know when to forget the OP and concentrate on the other viewers... All of which are following your every word....